I have been believing that there was no one in this world to love but the true god and true man within my heart. I have been believing that there would be no man compared to him on this earth to love me the same way as my God loves me. Then came upon a simple glance that threw my love life into perspective. Why would a boy look at me that way? It was a simple glance, of course I have felt a strange aura that something is wrong. As I thought I could fix myself into balance and ignore all the men in this world in order to focus on one man and one god, my heart is telling me something to learn from this man. My eyes have came to touch his eyes for the last time before I ran away from him, I have realized what I did wrong to myself. I tried my best to focus on one love, one god and one man. I didn't want my heart to fall out for anyone else, yet I shattered my own heart. Confused. I don't understand...could it have been the basic sign of love? His glances were angelic as unbelievable. I have never figured that a man in this world could see and feel my invisible presence. Was it love? He's handsome with any women he can have in this world would gift me his last heartening look to me of goodbye. At last, I have figured my low-esteem and my low confidence in my emotional and physical well-being. I have created a beast in me yet the man created a beauty within me. His simple glance encouraged me to love thyself because I love you. Beautiful. God has sent him in my way. He's gone now and I struggle in my heart for him to return to me. The most endearing things come and goes just once. I have not realized how important he was to me until he was gone.